Sunday, April 29, 2012

Time flies...

They say time flies when you're having fun!  Well, this past week has gone by soooo quickly!  So much has been going on: being home w/ 2 kiddos, Paul enduring finals, trying to nurse/breastfeed Peyton, awesome meals being delivered by beloved friends,  family drama, meltdowns (by me & Brightlie), and precious moments within our sweet little family.
I can't believe that Peyton is already over a week old!  She is such a sweet baby- she only cries when she is hungry or getting her diaper changed.  She is a great sleeper, and a natural at nursing. Her 1st doctor's appt. was a success- She is healthy, but a tiny little thing!  She measures in only the 5th percentile for her age.


Our crazy, independent, strong-willed, loving Miss Brightlie!
Can't believe that she is already 2 & 1/2 years old!
Brightlie is adjusting to her new role as 'big sister'.  She has been having some melt-downs, and is searching for attention.  But she LOVES Peyton, and is very good at helping with diaper changes, getting Peyton a binky, etc.  Each morning when she wakes up she asks to see Peyton, and at night she insists on kissing her goodnight.  Such a good sister! I know that the terrible 2's is a hard time, but i know that B is a good girl with a loving heart.  :) She is super independent, smart, and wants to do everything herself. She is my little helper, and i love her so much!
(This was us leaving the hospital- with gorgeous flowers Paul bought me!)
 Mommy & Daddy are doing well.  We have had lots of great talks and loving moments, especially when we are up with Peyton at 3am.  :) Bringing a new child into world is such a strengthening moment for your marriage. Paul is so helpful, and is a great husband and dad.  He is so supportive and loves me so much!  He works so hard to balance school (it's finals, then graduation in 3 days!) and family time.
I'm doing pretty good- i've only had 2 major melt-downs.  One over missing my Mom- i wish with all my heart she was here to help me and find joy in my motherhood.  I like to think she would be so pleased with how my life is going.  And i am sad that she is not here to cuddle with my babies.  Second meltdown was about needing more time.  It is funny how your heart multiplies in love for 2 kids, as your ability to offer 'time' divides in half.  I just feel like i need more time to cuddle Peyton.  And more time to play with Brightlie.  More time to be a good wife.  More time to be a homemaker/clean my house.  And thus, i feel like i am failing at all of these things.  But, i am trying my best to find balance, and attempting to give lots of love and attention to both of my girls.

 Paul is so good at helping with feeding Peyton...
and he loves holding her!
 And you know he loves his Brightlie-girl! 
 They are best buddies!
 Brightie & Peyton- sister love!
 Peyton's 1st bath at home!  
 She didn't like it very much- she much prefers
to be all swaddled up!
We just love our tiny little Peyton!
 Life is good, and I know that the Lord has blessed our little family.  
We look forward to the upcoming adventures that await us 
as our family changes, grows, and thrives.  

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